I am hurt now. Really hurt. God, just give me a reason why he hurt me.
I had a boyfriend but like I don't have. Who I am for him I also don't know. I just pretending that we are okay , we are fine but in reality we are like nothing. I am also like others have a feeling that you should care. I don't need anything but just enough if you can give me a greeting in the morning or night but nothing. Until when I should to be patient with you ?? Not only you need to be understanding. My heart ?? My feeling ?? I just follow the flow.
Saya juga malu kalau saya yang duluan message or calling you but you ?? Kau macam sengaja dera hati saya. saya tahu la saya ne terlampau bersabar tapi you need know my patience also have a limits.
I understand you and really understand thats why I just let you do whatever you want to do. Saya juga tidak ajar hati saya untuk cemburu or what tapi kau ?? entah la.
I just want you know, If someday I really move on I won't look at the back anymore. You're the 2nd who came into my life and I really don't care if you have another someone who really better than me because if you happy with your choice I also happy for you. I always love you , really love thats why I just let you hurt me. But if I getting tired i only know to says " I am sorry".
Don't make me cried . Don't let me smile but my heart is hurt.