I don't know why I always gave someone advice or support or make them happy, laugh to make them to continues their life when they fall , when they stress about their life but when I feel , when I should to walk or through the same situation I can't . I really feel down and I thought that I can't. Oh God , why why ?? Why I can gave them inspiration but I can't do the same for myself. :( I'm wondering how did I do that.
Now I really upset . Upset with my feeling that I couldn't tell. Oh Lord , teach me to love my life . Teach me to forgive myself. I wanna crying. Really I wanna crying. :(